A Moment in time when all seems lost, a friend comes along, who cares
and makes you feel that you belong.
and makes you feel that you belong.
The Scares in my Mind Do Not Heal... They are the Deepest Scares...
Forever Tormenting Me... Letting Me Know About My Shame... Telling Me
That It Was My Fault... Trying To Fight A Way Out From My Pain...
Action Stop Child Abuse DeadIf You're Doing It Stop!
If You Suspect It Report It
If You See It Do Something NOW
If It's Happening To You Tell Some One
WE ARE THE TRUTH...
WE HAVE OUR VOICE...
WE WILL NOT GO AWAY...
WE WILL FIGHT TO THE END...
WE STAND AS ONE OF MANY...
WE WILL BE SILENT NO MORE...
WE HAVE BROKEN OUR SILENCE...
WE HAVE GOD AS OUR WITNESS...
WE LIVE AND STAND BY THE TRUTH...
WE HAVE THE RIGHT TO PROTECTION...
I am a survivor of severe multiple kinds of child abuse, in two catholic church orphanages, from October 1941 to March 1966 25years of abuse. They promise me Heaven, but they sent me to hell. I lived in two Catholic Church Orphanages, in Christchurch New Zealand, which every one called, a House of God. My childhood was full of hate, abuse and sexual abuse, from all adults around me. From 18months old to 25years of age. My childhood was hell on earth and still is. Abuse of the body, mind and Soul, never leaves you, it is a life long sentences, a lifetime of penance of my sins, which I never committed.
This Blog is for the men and women survivors of child and youth abuse, to fight for justice and an Inquiry by the New Zealand Government into the abuse and sexual abuse which was done to innocent children in Catholic Church Orphanages, Government Institutions and Family homes. We still carry our cross of Shame, Blame, Pain and low self esteem. We still have nightmares every night and no trust for any one. Ann Free Spirit
New Zealand National Anthem
God Defend New Zealand
God of nations! at Thy feet
In the bonds of love we meet,
Hear our voices, we entreat,
God defend our Free Land.
Guard Pacific's triple star,
From the shafts of strife and war,
Make her praises heard afar,
God defend New Zealand
Men of ev'ry creed and race
Gather here before Thy face,
Asking Thee to bless this place,
God defend our Free Land.
From dissension, envy, hate,
And corruption guard our State,
Make our country good and great,
God defend New Zealand.
Peace, not war, shall be our boast,
But, should foes assail our coast,
Make us then a mighty host,
God defend our Free Land.
Lord of battles in thy might,
Put our enemies to flight,
Let our cause be just and right,
God defend New Zealand.
Let our love for Thee increase,
May Thy blessings never cease,
Give us plenty, give us peace,
God defend our Free Land.
From dishonour and from shame
Guard our country's spotless name
Crown her with immortal fame,
God defend New Zealand.
May our mountains ever be,
Freedom's ramparts on the sea,
Make us faithful unto Thee,
God defend our Free Land.
Guide her in the nations' van,
Preaching love and truth to man,
Working out Thy Glorious plan
God defend New Zealand
